December 2009
My New Year's Resolution -Letting people in.
You know the fear of letting people in? Getting close to somebody and then it just not working out? I just don’t know if I want to do it anymore… getting close to somebody so they can just leave again. From this I kept people away so I wouldn’t get attached. Over the years I learned how to build a brick wall around what’s left of that hollow muscular organ- known as...
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“Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, like when we do a bad...”
– Lucas Eugene Scott
“One more year’s come and gone, and nothing’s changed at all. Wasn’t I supposed...”
– Bethany Joy Galeotti (Haley, OTH) Let Me Fall (via its0nlylife)
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Tree Hill, North Carolina...
…is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it’s a lot like your world, maybe it’s nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who’s struggling, who’s frustrated, unsatisfied,...
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“But once in a while people push on to something better. Something found just...”
– Lucas Eugene Scott, (via quote-book)
It's a Bittersweet Season
I wish Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, & Disneyland wasn’t so scarred for me. I actually would look forward to these things it if it wasn’t.
I haven’t been feeling anything in a while. I plan on keeping it that way.
I wish my Christmas spirit came back. This year I didn’t even care if I had a tree or not. I haven’t even started my Christmas shopping yet. It...
“Everybody has difficult years, but a lot of times the difficult years end up...”
– Brittany Murphy (via quote-book)
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“Because it’s only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are. And...”
– Lucas Eugene Scott, (via mylastserenade)
It's not about looks. It's your heart. Your sense...
I have pretty good judgement in people, and I only surround myself with good company. These are the things that I like to see in people.
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“George Eliot once wrote, ‘There is no despair so absolute as that which...”
– Lucas Eugene Scott/George Eliot (A quote that I can pretty much relate to this very moment)
We stick to these rigid circles of friends based...
I look past that stuff. And when you think about it, isn’t that what we want? Someone who can see past the superficial differences and bring us together? Change this.
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“Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?...”
– Lucas Eugene Scott
Change is Coming my Way
John Steinbeck once wrote, “change comes like a little wind that ruffles the curtains of dawn, and it comes like the stealthy perfume of wild flowers hidden in the grass.”
Change is coming my way. It’s coming soon and it’s coming fast. I don’t usually like change because it scares me. This year I lost my way. But at the end of the year, I found myself again in more...
Amazing What can Happen in Just One Day
After I dropped off Justine, I went straight to my interview at BJ’s that I had with the assistant manager. I was nervous, but I hope it went well. BJ’s is my first job choice & I was lucky enough to even score an interview. When I got home I noticed someone had left a voice message. Shockingly it was from Holy Names University congratulating me- telling me that they accepted me...
Holy Names University acceptance voice message to...
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“Sometimes I think that we waste our words, and we waste our moments. And we...”
– Clay
Penny for your Thoughts $0.01
I don’t know if I got a ticket or not. After a night of drinking (my 1st time in long time) I took a friend home around 3AM. After that I made a right turn at a yellow light, but the camera flashed. I’m a careful driver & the light was still yellow. But I noticed that on the other side of the intersection, I could have sworn I saw another car do a rolling stop. So I’m hoping...
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“She never cared what clique I was part of, the kinds of clothes I wore or the...”
– Marvin
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I may not always know what I’m doing, but I’ll try to make things better. And when I make a mistake, cause face it we all do, I promise I’ll ask for your help. I can’t do this alone, but if you’ll take a chance on me we can do great things together. I promise if you believe in me, I’ll find the courage to reach for your every dream. John F. Kennedy said that...
You can find the good in everybody, if you just...
If we did this with everyone, this world would be more of a peaceful place. -Kailani
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“And for those who say they are too young, let me just say… You can drive...”
Three Miracles
I was stuck on this cliff for a long time. I knew I had to jump off this cliff in order to get to the other side in the risk of falling. So what did I do? I jumped. But did I make it to the other side? No I did not. Well at-least not yet. I barely scratched the surface. As of now I’m holding onto the edge for dear life in hopes of not falling.
Right now there are three things in life that I...
“You said they weren’t real people. But I’m a real person. I have...”
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“I gave you my heart. That’s all that I can give to you, and if...”
Recognize this conversation? -Truths
S: You know he used to tell me how wonderful you were, but guys always say great things about their girlfriends until they break up. That's when the truth comes out. You know I've waited 15 years to find out what he really thinks about you. Do you wanna know what he thinks about you now that you're broken up?
S: Now that you've broken up. He still tells me how wonderful you are. He's completely broken hearted over what he's lost.
S: He's my best friend, but I wanna tell you to your face, that if I knew that you and I weren't friends anymore, it'd break my heart too.
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